I’m hyper focused on my speech lately and it’s killing me. I laid in bed all night having terrible anxiety about going to see a movie with a girl I’ve never met today. It’s as if my chest is caving in on itself, and I’m at a point where I don’t know where to turn. I want to crawl out of my skin so badly and run. I also desperately want to not care what I sound like. You’d think being able to talk fine would be enough for your mind….but no. It wants me to talk perfect.