You think you know me

But you don’t know shit

I’m not the person I used to be

This world has thrown me into a pit

 

Slam the door

Turn off the lights

You’ll find me in the corner

Fighting for my life

 

My cells burn with so much hate

If you catch me smiling at you

You’ll know it’s fake

 

I hate you

I hate you all

I can’t believe I ever called you my friend 

When I needed someone the most

You walked away with a grin

 

Now I’m here trying to find myself again

Trying to forget my past

Feeling my life slipping from my fragile grasp 

And I ask myself……

 

How did I get this broken?

How did I let this happen?

I have left so many words unspoken

They consume my thoughts ever second

 

No sleep for the tired

No rest for the restless

I think I might be already be gone

Just a shell filled with sorrow and fired rage

 

Everyone who’s ever hurt me

Who’s ever told me I had nothing to offer this damned world

I hope you’re proud

Of the things you’ve caused

Let me be the first to give you a round of applause