You think you know me
But you don’t know shit
I’m not the person I used to be
This world has thrown me into a pit
Slam the door
Turn off the lights
You’ll find me in the corner
Fighting for my life
My cells burn with so much hate
If you catch me smiling at you
You’ll know it’s fake
I hate you
I hate you all
I can’t believe I ever called you my friend
When I needed someone the most
You walked away with a grin
Now I’m here trying to find myself again
Trying to forget my past
Feeling my life slipping from my fragile grasp
And I ask myself……
How did I get this broken?
How did I let this happen?
I have left so many words unspoken
They consume my thoughts ever second
No sleep for the tired
No rest for the restless
I think I might be already be gone
Just a shell filled with sorrow and fired rage
Everyone who’s ever hurt me
Who’s ever told me I had nothing to offer this damned world
I hope you’re proud
Of the things you’ve caused
Let me be the first to give you a round of applause
stillhangingon 
I wrote this as a letter to every single person who’s ever hurt me, who’s ever spoken down to me, who’s ever thought of me as just “that girl in the wheelchair “, and to all of my “friends” who turned their backs on me.
I hope you’re proud.